I am in love. Love with the world! There is so much beautiful music, beautiful nature, it just makes me feel so alive. I love sitting still, listening to whatever is around; the waves on the beach, the feel of the breeze, the rustle of leaves. The feeling i get sometimes is indescribable; i can't explain it. I just feel so filled with love, passion, excitement and gratefulness. The satisfaction i have with what life has offered me is overwhelming.
I still get upset; i got upset last night because of what somebody said to me, they just snapped and it was unfair on my part because i was shouted at for no reason. However after crying i felt better and whilst i pretended to be asleep they came in & said; "good night, Alice". And all was forgiven. I feel on top of the world, i don't feel scared about what the future may hold; i feel mentally strong enough to challenge and face whatever the future may hold for me.
Today was lovely. I went for my piano lesson which was great as we had a cup of tea before and lots of nice chocolate biscuits. We talked about how today's society is so wound up about perfection & how success is so important.
However we believe that it is the effort put into anything which is the most important- not the sucess or who is the best. If everybody was great at everything it would be pointless. It would be boring. Likewise if everybody looked the same- this "perfect body" image which the media portrays, it would be so boring. It isn't actually physically possible to have a skinny stick-like figure & big boobs/bum. But this is the image which the media gives off to young women. And it is ridiculous.
Anyways, enough of my ranting, nobody really reads this, but it does help to put down my thoughts and feelings especially when most people don't want to listen or just don't understand.
Love, Alice
Favourite song today: Somethin' Special- Sheryl Crow
